Letting Go Of The Emotional Rollercoaster

I want to just be done with this "chapter" of my life...
Last year I met someone who was very much in tune with me...
We got along great, had a lot of the same views but were very different in other ways so it wasnt awkward.
But there were so many problems:

• Distance - long distance doesnt work for me, especially since I dont drive
• Children - never had a successful relationship where there were kids involved because there's always either baby-mama drama or some other issue related
• Pre-existing Personal Issue - wont go into detail

But these things, I was willing to put aside, and even accept.
Problem was he couldnt handle it... and I wouldnt let go at first...

Now I'm ready to let go, and I feel like I'm being led along, strung along...

And I hate it! Because its like Im letting myself fall back into this Twilight Zone of mis-proportioned-emotions...
I can't wait for the ride to stop so I can get off already... I feel like I'm going to vomit if it doesnt slow down soon.

The downfall of being an empath is that the emotions we feel arent always our own... and there's not always a good way to control how we feel when we feel what we feel. I wish there was a mute button.

And good grief what is up with Pandora today?!?!?! Im writing how I want to fall out of love, and the friggin player starts playing "Lovefool" by the Cardigans... jeez