Just When I Thought It Was Safe...

... to come out of the kitchen, i get a phone call, from my mom, who just happens to be upstairs, asking me to put down salt. Im like, damn, you cant yell down at the least? Jeez
So I go, toss some salt, fun stuff

Go back into the kitchen and finish baking my muffins and making my mango curry chicken for tomorrow's potluck at work. I know its going to be spicey, but I dont care if anyone doesnt like it. I like it, and since half the lazy mooches on our newly collective "team" arent even bringing anything. If anyone has anything to say negative about my chicken, they can kiss my chicken-making-ass. Period.

Today is just not a good day to be on my bad side.... actually, Im pretty sure the rest of this week aint looking too good for folks either.
Screw em.
Im tired of being the caring/compassionate one.
Im going to give selfish a try, because no one else in this world is looking out for me but me.
And lately, I havent been doing enough of that.
I stuck to my medifast, with a few mis-guided snacks along the way, but luckily nothing that would have derailed me completely.

Sigh....
Im going to bed now, maybe tomorrow will be better... even with the snow slushing up outside.
I did at least get to put in an order for the Twilight book series in Hardcover today, that was my highlight. Im re-reading book 4, falling in love with this story all over again. I have made it a ritual to watch the movie on my ipod daily, as it cheers me up somewhat. Breaking Dawn was by far my favorite book of the series, maybe its because its still fresh, maybe because of all the great things that happened. Im enjoying it again and again.